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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Mar 23, 2017 10:04:44 GMT -5
On the Sentinel it's easier to commandeer the holodeck while the rest of the crew focused on using the starbase facilities. This instance Val just wanted to be out of sight for while after the most embarrassing moment this evening. While it ended with apologies and one of the perpetrator beaten up, she was boiling mess of feelings. Something she worked on keeping an lid on, but sometimes life had a bad way of surprising a person and scouring them the wrong way. It put things in mind that she had to think about, but situation skewed it that context and bias were conflicting with each other. Kind of like a program with bugs that need to be sorted out.
If only life were as simple.
"Computer, run program Val dash one." The computer chirped a reply and the simulation kicked in. She dropped into the sand of her childhood home, a beach on Betazed. She spoke out loud, "you said I shouldn't go backwards. Don't worry, I'm not. Just, why do I keep trying to think I can be normal when I'm not. One embarrassing moment and I can't keep it together without throwing rationality into the air and going all emotional and stupid."
Val started drawing in the sand, a math equation. "Why do I feel like I'm becoming more a mother than a girlfriend to Alton?"
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Post by 'Ensign' Elusive on Mar 23, 2017 12:20:32 GMT -5
Elusive sighed softly as she pranced over to lay next to her dearest friend in the sand. Her soulful eyes looking up a her as she listened to each word.
"Okay...well for one..." She shook her head, as she counted very pony like by tapping her little hoof into the sand each time she counted off. "You /are/ normal....You are like Val the bestest best friend like ever."
"And well Two....Val anyone would've had a 'cringe I so wanna just die' moment, after such a stupid prank..." She shook her head. "Which is why those Ninney Hammer Head Deltas apologized to you."
"So being all emotional and stupid...totally allowed!" The Pony nodded as she declared.
"Okies and as for Alton the beanbag head....well...come on honey...you feel like you are his mother because he is a /boy/." Elusive said matter of factly.
"like everyone knows boys are stupid."
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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Mar 24, 2017 9:52:31 GMT -5
"like everyone knows boys are stupid."Val chuckles sardonically. "Sometimes that is true. It just feels like dating a nineteen year old might be out of my depth? Is that the right frame to look at it?"
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Post by 'Ensign' Elusive on Mar 24, 2017 12:44:09 GMT -5
The pony considered this and looked up at her.
"Okay like before I answer this...keep in mind I am not trying to be biased at all....despite what kind of low life sniveling best friend stealer i may think he is..."
Elusive nodded to herself having made her lack of bias now clear to her friend.
"Also I have to ask first...as by saying you are out of your depth...surely you are not saying you want to aim for younger than 19 and work your way back up....right?"
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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Mar 25, 2017 18:57:43 GMT -5
"No!" Val gaped at her pony friend. "Thats, so, no!"
"I mean, what if the age difference between us, is too much a difference. I'm thrity and he's ninteen. I didn't think about it then at the time cause I wa soo happy that someone was intereted in me..."
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