Post by Captain Joyaus Dalun on Apr 19, 2010 17:43:00 GMT -5
Star Date: 87907.98
Personnel: Captain Joyaus Dalun
Location: Risa Sector, enroute to Gamma Orionis Transwarp Conduit
Title of Log: Back in Black
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I need to stop listening to historical music from Earth. Apparently it really caught on with Dalun. I still feel like I'm recovering from the joining. Something about Admiral Sadi deciding to give me a chance awakened that sense of wonder and a surge of ambition I haven't felt since that day I woke up on the Durandal with a field docent standing outside my door, ringing my call button two standard hours before I was supposed to get up for my duty shift. At least I got to meet the current Dax host when they brought me to Trill.
... I think it might finally be time to go through with my zhian'tara. I need convene with everyone who ever carried Dalun so that I might understand Dalun myself, and hopefully understand who I am now. Joyaus Kemin no longer exists anymore. Not dead, but not her own now. Listening to myself talk makes me wonder how she-er I ever proved myself capable of this kind of change. But then again it's been a few years. I've not gone insane or gotten myself thrown out of Starfleet. There must be something to me if after the joining I shot up so far so quickly. That or Starfleet is REALLY hurting for command-capable officers. Makes me think of the old days, when the best captains were the young men and women with a lot of ambition and drive and a twinkle of wonder in their eyes. Something about that phrase has a lot of weight. Maybe that means our time has come again.
(( Forgive the newest repost. Damn thing doesn't seem to want to let me reply to my own threads. Screw it, I'm going to just post the next log as a new thread. ))
Personnel: Captain Joyaus Dalun
Location: Risa Sector, enroute to Gamma Orionis Transwarp Conduit
Title of Log: Back in Black
Audio and text file only:
I need to stop listening to historical music from Earth. Apparently it really caught on with Dalun. I still feel like I'm recovering from the joining. Something about Admiral Sadi deciding to give me a chance awakened that sense of wonder and a surge of ambition I haven't felt since that day I woke up on the Durandal with a field docent standing outside my door, ringing my call button two standard hours before I was supposed to get up for my duty shift. At least I got to meet the current Dax host when they brought me to Trill.
... I think it might finally be time to go through with my zhian'tara. I need convene with everyone who ever carried Dalun so that I might understand Dalun myself, and hopefully understand who I am now. Joyaus Kemin no longer exists anymore. Not dead, but not her own now. Listening to myself talk makes me wonder how she-er I ever proved myself capable of this kind of change. But then again it's been a few years. I've not gone insane or gotten myself thrown out of Starfleet. There must be something to me if after the joining I shot up so far so quickly. That or Starfleet is REALLY hurting for command-capable officers. Makes me think of the old days, when the best captains were the young men and women with a lot of ambition and drive and a twinkle of wonder in their eyes. Something about that phrase has a lot of weight. Maybe that means our time has come again.
(( Forgive the newest repost. Damn thing doesn't seem to want to let me reply to my own threads. Screw it, I'm going to just post the next log as a new thread. ))