DGM Angelboy
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DGM of the USS Protector
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Post by DGM Angelboy on Jul 4, 2017 11:36:59 GMT -5
"You are right that I am hiding my feelings. as should I let them roam free nothing constructive could possibly come out of it as... " She sighs. "Dear, You know how unrational I was in the armouree, and any hopes of resolving this would be pushed away if that is the state of mind I am in at this time."
"It is true I am to happy how things are going, To say I find it completely unsatisfactory is wrong however. Some place in my naive mind in my... wishes, I had hope this would be easy, and not cause everyone present more pain be course of me. Realizing that it was just a dream and that I have indeed contributed to much more pain for people I love beyond words... Yes that does cause me despair."
Speaking of it causes more pain in her, thou she is very sincere with every spoken word, looking up at V'Tira to keep eye contact even if she is on the brink of tears.
"My purpose here is to seek reconciliation, But perhaps more then that, to tell you how much both I and Baker love you. How niter of us can stand being without you. I been told you see yourself as an... accessory to us. We do not see you like that. We really, really love you, like we love each other. and... and" her voice becoming shaking "Even if everything else fails, even if we where to never speak with each other again. I want that knowledge of how much you mean to us to be so clear and... understood beyond question. So that at least one of my mistakes have been resolved. "
she swallows and takes a moment to force her composure as her voice is really tearing itself now, after a deep breath she speaks somewhat coherent again.
"I do fear very much that what if why we came here fails, And my mind tends to wander in to many horrible places from that fear, or in search of what I would do to be able to go on. I am very sorry you have to feel those emotions, They are indeed very illogical and full of despair. They are... nothing but absolute helpless desperation"
She looks down, having spoken her mind, what she saying having continued to be genuine and from the very bottom of her heart, be it chaotic. A reflection of the pain in her.
"I am sorry this was a very long answer... but I hope it was at least as exact and clear, without duality as you deserve, dear" Cathy is very quiet as they speak, recoiling some as V'Tira snatched away from them. When Desiree is done speaking, Cathy gets up and walks towards V'Tira, embracing her.
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Post by Lt Cmdr Sinez Kodor on Jul 4, 2017 12:24:55 GMT -5
Sinez grins, casually giving the area a look again.
"Well we are just two sitting trills here, unaware of a predator lurking around in the distance while we eat."
He smiles and leans back nonchalantly, placing his arm on top of the back rest as well, almost as if letting his guard down.
"It's alright, she never was a good huntress anyways even if she claims to be. I guess it's the reason why she's taking so long. I think she's lost the trail, she never was a good tracker, and we haven't exactly backtracked to throw her off... Maybe we lost her when we went in the water?"
He smiles at her before sipping his OJ.
"Or.. I could be completely wrong and she's stuck aboard the Gortas in a different galaxy." He shrugs.
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Lieutenant K'Ria
Non Player Character
Science Intern / Project Magellan
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Post by Lieutenant K'Ria on Jul 4, 2017 16:56:15 GMT -5
"Or...she could be standing right behind the two of you" Her head softly appearing next to his ear as if a lovely cobra had arisen quietly over his shoulder.
Turning both would see K'Ria in a stylish yet simple red one piece bathing suit, with a lovely floral wrist wrap. "But since I am not a good huntress.."
She winks to Ilya. "We shall never know..." She slips her arms around him giving him a warm hug.
"...will we now?"
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Post by Lt Cmdr Sinez Kodor on Jul 4, 2017 17:46:57 GMT -5
Sinez's eyes widen slightly, trensing up a bit once he hears her voice directly behind his ear. He raises his hands up to her arms, offering back a weak hug, but more so for defense if she decides to suffocate him.
He glances up and revels at the snaky klingon. "Hey there my little bambi.. been hiding there long?"
Through a forced smile, "Hey Xyl, now's a good time to run if you want."
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Post by Lt Cmdr Therese Xylvarenn on Jul 4, 2017 20:31:00 GMT -5
Xylvarenn offers the klingon a shy smile, studying her in silence as she and Sinez talk
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Post by Lieutenant V'Tira on Jul 5, 2017 15:22:08 GMT -5
V'Tira stands there puzzled some by all that was just told to her. While trying to untangle this and attempt to answer she then found herself being hugged.
She gently and politely hugs Catherine back before leading her back to the table and Desiree. She takes a moment after slipping back into her own seat and regards both of them a moment.
"I did ask for clarity, and as such I have received it..." She cleared her throat some. "I...I ..am at a loss for words, I had little clue that ..the boundaries of your relationship had been extended to involve me."
"I had...for some time." She settles back. "Tried to keep a distance to ensure i would not come between either of you...I see now the flaw in my logical approach in this situation." She shakes her head. "Why did neither of you ..explain such before now? My actions have been based on an incorrect foundation."
She considers the situation and then look sto Desiree.
"This still does no explain, the source of your initial emotional turmoil...something ails you greatly...your sadness runs quite deep."
"Neither Catherine nor I can assist you if you do not talk to us."
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Lieutenant K'Ria
Non Player Character
Science Intern / Project Magellan
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Post by Lieutenant K'Ria on Jul 5, 2017 15:28:30 GMT -5
K'Ria smiled to him softly barring her fangs.
"Well I would say long enough to hear what a poor hunter I am my little gheD." She moves her hands to his shoulders and neck to begin to massage them..firmly.
"You seem so tense ghIlDeSten"
K'Ria nods to her and then looks back narrowing her eyes.
"Xyl....not Doctor Therese Xylvarenn? Of the Sentinel and Project Magellan?"
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Post by Lt Cmdr Desiree Clerie on Jul 5, 2017 15:43:59 GMT -5
Desiree takes some deep breath, the weight of a starsystem had been removed from her shoulders. What had forced her down for weeks finally began to clear up. Everything suddenly found itself in a bit of a brighter light in her mind.
"I can not explain how much it makes me happy that you now know. I do not know why we never said anything, perhaps we wanted actions to speak, or we where... a bit silly, Truth is myself and baker has never formally said we are in a relationship either, it just... is" She smiles "But I am sorry I have not been more clear, there is no good reason to why I have not"
She looks apologetic at V'Tira, then to Baker, Then back at the Vulcan.
"How much have I told you about my last ship bound assignment, dear? and... more precisely, how it ended?"
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DGM Angelboy
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DGM of the USS Protector
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Post by DGM Angelboy on Jul 5, 2017 15:44:08 GMT -5
V'Tira stands there puzzled some by all that was just told to her. While trying to untangle this and attempt to answer she then found herself being hugged.
She gently and politely hugs Catherine back before leading her back to the table and Desiree. She takes a moment after slipping back into her own seat and regards both of them a moment.
"I did ask for clarity, and as such I have received it..." She cleared her throat some. "I...I ..am at a loss for words, I had little clue that ..the boundaries of your relationship had been extended to involve me."
"I had...for some time." She settles back. "Tried to keep a distance to ensure i would not come between either of you...I see now the flaw in my logical approach in this situation." She shakes her head. "Why did neither of you ..explain such before now? My actions have been based on an incorrect foundation."
She considers the situation and then looks to Desiree.
"This still does no explain, the source of your initial emotional turmoil...something ails you greatly...your sadness runs quite deep."
"Neither Catherine nor I can assist you if you do not talk to us." Cathy shakes her head as she sits down.
"I tried to tell you this before...you have not come between us...but become a part of us."
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Post by Lt Cmdr Therese Xylvarenn on Jul 5, 2017 15:53:28 GMT -5
Therese looks a bit taken and surprised at the Klingon. Aside from people heavily involved in temporal science, when she was called out on her name it was for something a previous host had done, Good or... bad. But this woman knew her current ship, and even her involement in Magellan. Trying to answer her nervousness mixed with curiosity she takes a sip of her mikshake and politely answers
"Yes, That is me?"
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Post by Ensign Tora Nerys on Jul 5, 2017 17:24:19 GMT -5
Jeb would give a slight shrug. "I don't know, I mean sometimes I think all women have personal transporters... just appear on you." He shakes his head some. "And you sayin' I ain't lovely, Sin?" He says with mock insult Coming from behind Jeb she recognizes him from a distance, wearing a bikini, sunglasses and carrying a bag with various beachstuff and holding a drink she walks towards him.
"Hey there stranger."
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Post by Lt Cmdr Sinez Kodor on Jul 5, 2017 17:33:49 GMT -5
"I don't know what you're talking about, I'm not tense."
Sinez relaxes his shoulders with the help of the firm massage.. somewhat.
"Oh so you must be fuming at this point then.. hmm?" He says playfully, adding a smirk at the end.
He slowly reaches for his OJ with one hand, the other motioning to an empty chair.
"Sit down, please.." he glances at Xyl as the snaky klingon speaks to her.
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Post by Lieutenant V'Tira on Jul 5, 2017 19:06:58 GMT -5
V'Tira nods once to Catherine after listening to Desiree. "Communication is always the correct path to travel...and the most Logical, as today has demonstrated."
She reaches out just one to brush a pair of her fingers just under both of their chins softly before withdrawing them. She looks to Desiree and recites...
"Clerie, Desiree Lieutenant, Gamma Watch Tactical Officer. USS Arden." Though as if reading from her file her voice has a softer edge to it. "A Vesta Class cruiser. A ship highly decorated during the Klingon Civil war as well as the Xiati/Elachi Invasion and the Iconian War."
"Advanced to the position of Alpha Watch tactical officer...with many notable combat encounters, considered to be a highly efficient weapons officer." She nods to Catherine at this.
"The Arden was destroyed during an ambush, most of the crew becoming stranded on a small moon, following this you were sent to Department Head Training and in time, service aboard the Protector."
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DGM Angelboy
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DGM of the USS Protector
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Post by DGM Angelboy on Jul 5, 2017 19:11:41 GMT -5
Cathy nods as V'Tira speaks, taking in a breath as V'Tira touches her chin. She looks over towards Desiree and embraces her as V'Tira describes the destruction of the Arden.
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Post by Lt Cmdr Desiree Clerie on Jul 6, 2017 8:08:53 GMT -5
Desiree returns bakers hug as she sits in silence for a while, trying to mentally prepare to tell the tale she just wished to forget. "I was an ensign when I first came aboard Arden, I served on her for nearly five years and... the people there became a close and loving family... A family that I failed"
She swallows and takes a deep breath to focus "The Vesta class are amazing, one of the best creations of the federation... or well, was, now there are things like the solbianca class, Sentinel and Hestia and... I digress. We where confident in that we had among the best thing the federation could give us, That we would always have a fighting chance and..." she sighs again "We did, you seem to know the record... In the end" she goes silent, swallowing again "... In the end, my home and my beloved family stood no chance, we where like livestock to the slaughter of an enemy who barely saw us as sentient, we where just to... to helpless."
She takes a deep stuttered breath the memories cause her to the brink of tears. "We knew we where at our end when we saw them, we where already damaged form a previous encounter and we had learned that to them, our technology was... not enough. No matter how brave they would be, not matter how hard we fought, it would not matter. We... We..."
Her eyes tears up and in silence she cries "The captain ordered a evacuation of the ship, asking for a handful of volunteers to keep the ship operational to lure the enemy away from the evacuation..."
She pauses and hugs Baker tighter for strength, focusing on her breathing and the mental tricks she had been thought to use when it became to much.
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