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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Nov 15, 2018 11:44:05 GMT -5
Doctor Sair asked for her to come by when she had a free moment. Val never fully interacted with the counselor save for the few days she was in sickbay after getting herself shot and her head scrambled with UNITY data. She was most helpful in getting Val straight again. Maybe now was a good time for a meet and greet. If the doctor had read her psych profile, there were lots of interesting tidbits there about Val's progression from Borg victim till her return as a Starfleet officer. Perhaps it would be good to talk with the good doctor on some issues that were rolling around in her head. Things she put off thinking about due to her workload and simply not wanting to deal with it.
She trotted up to the doctor's office door and hit the chime.
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Post by Lieutenant JG Eleria Scarlett on Nov 16, 2018 6:09:06 GMT -5
Izeita was sitting in her officer going trough her notes on an earlier appointment while having a cup of hot chocolate, she like nearly always had a warm smile on her face even while alone.
right as Izeita has finished her notes, she raised her head hearing the chime at the door, she checked the time and her schedule which conveniently was already open, seeing she had time she called to the door "Enter"
As the door opened revealing the Val Pony, she smiled warmly "Ohh my littlle pony, come in, How are you feeling Lieutenant?" She questioned in her usual cheery voice having gotten to her feet, she motioned to a pair of large bean bags on the floor "Care for a bean seat" she asked as she walked over to them.
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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Nov 16, 2018 10:18:20 GMT -5
As the door opened revealing the Val Pony, she smiled warmly "Ohh my littlle pony, come in, How are you feeling Lieutenant?" She questioned in her usual cheery voice having gotten to her feet, she motioned to a pair of large bean bags on the floor "Care for a bean seat" she asked as she walked over to them. Val smiled up to her, "Yes, I would." She moves over to the chair settling inside. "How am I feeling? Well, that's an interesting question. I am still feeling all sorts of feelings fromn amusement to fear about how others precieve me now. Granted, that has always been a personal fear of mine since my return to Starfleet. I've gotten over it for the most part, but sometimes it creeps up and likes to remind me of things that happen and is kind of a bother." She stops for a moment, "Oh, how are you today, Doctor?"
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Post by Lieutenant JG Eleria Scarlett on Nov 16, 2018 10:44:42 GMT -5
Izeita nodded her head listening to The super adorable Val pony speak all while she smiles warmly and encouragingly.
Blinking with surprise a moment Izeita cant help but giggle "Its rare people in here ask how I am, but I am fine, I love my job and I love helping people"
Izeita smiles while inclining her head "But I wonder, for a moment forget what others might think, how do you feel about how you are now? are you worrying you won't return to normal? what kinda thought do you have about it yourself that do not include the opinion of others?"
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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Nov 16, 2018 11:31:51 GMT -5
Izeita nodded her head listening to The super adorable Val pony speak all while she smiles warmly and encouragingly.
Blinking with surprise a moment Izeita cant help but giggle "Its rare people in here ask how I am, but I am fine, I love my job and I love helping people"
Izeita smiles while inclining her head "But I wonder, for a moment forget what others might think, how do you feel about how you are now? are you worrying you won't return to normal? what kinda thought do you have about it yourself that do not include the opinion of others?"
Val ponders what Izeita says to her for a moment, her eyes blinking. "Well, that is a possibility. I did receive this form on a lark from an omnipotent being. It could be his intention to cause discord on the ship; something I've felt recently after the incident. But you asked me what I felt, uhm, hm. Well, I've always had a strong affection for these ponies and quite frankly, at the moment, love being one. It's not every day you get the chance to switch species like this and see what it is actually like. As for staying this way for the rest of my life. Well, this is not the first change I've been through and I know I can get comfortable with it. Sure they'll be obstacles to overcome; like staying with the crew or even probably staying with Starfleet. I think that might be more detrimental to me then staying as a pony for the rest of my life."
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Post by Lieutenant JG Eleria Scarlett on Nov 16, 2018 12:19:15 GMT -5
Observes Val and nods "Yes, I can see how the change would be exciting to a scientist like yourself, what kinda things have you observed with your change? are you feeling things differently? does food taste different? I am trying to find any changes that are not obvious so excluding the physical change" Izeita explained Calmly still smiling warmly at Val
"With regards of you staying with the crew and Starfleet, I am sure if not everyone at least most on this ship are willing to help you out returning to normal, I believe there are those that would not want you to continue to work in your current form" Izeita smiles not giving a hint of her own opinion on the matter, if she even has one "No matter the case there will like you said be obstacles to overcome and like most things in life worth doing, it won't be easy"
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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Nov 16, 2018 13:00:19 GMT -5
"Well, I haven't noticed anything out of the ordinary. I have a stronger craving for cupcakes. That might because Elusive is always eating them." Val thinks for a moment. "The rest of the changes are just adapting to having four legs and no hands. The Pixies help out immensely with that part. I've had to get all my furniture sized down for someone my height. I still have a great deal of flexibility which astounds me to no end. Normally equines aren't triple jointed, but I seem to be." Val shows the doctor moving her forelegs around in angles that normally an equine could not do normally. "neat huh? As for it affecting my mental facilities. No, I have not sensed anything off. Granted, that might be harder for me to detect seeing as if I had some form of malady I might be the last one to detect it.
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Post by Lieutenant JG Eleria Scarlett on Nov 16, 2018 14:28:48 GMT -5
Izeita grinned "A graving of Cupcakes is very understandable, they are so cute" she smiled warmly towards the Pony Val listening closely
"So like a pony yet also different, this difference in joints, is that something elusive has as well? the triple jointed?" The counselor asking curiously, Val might be feeling there is more in the questions then there is being lead on. "You are also mention the pixies they have been with us, with you for a while now, what is that like? having them...with you? are they in your head? do they perhaps make you feel a sense of security?"
Izeita nods her head "Indeed when it comes to things of the mind, many of times its usual us that are the last to know, but that is why we have friends and such, to help and protect eachother, don't you agree?"
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Post by Lt Cmdr Lonah Demorrie on Nov 16, 2018 22:20:14 GMT -5
"I agree. It's good to have a friend that cares about you. The Pixies? What is it like living with them. Well, they are not literally in my head but my cortical implant. They are nano-machines after all it's not like they can't be at home. The light form is their way to interact with others. In fact, the brighter the light the more the numbers. They are the base units for the UNITY networks. They are quite capable of just about anything you can imagine, but they need a director. Someone to focus their efforts and keep them from getting distracted. They are a little like children in that regard." Smiles at that thought. "This level of technology is very exciting to study. The UNITY at one time represented a powerful faction in the galaxy before everything badly during the last war several million years ago. It's so sad how this galaxy had suffered because of the Darkness and its misguided minions."
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Post by Lieutenant JG Eleria Scarlett on Nov 17, 2018 10:14:51 GMT -5
Izeita nodded her head, listening closely and making a confirming sound every now and again that her attention is on Val fully "Can you block them out? that might be the wrong way to phrase it, are they always there or can you exclude them from your thoughts? how closely connected are you to Pixies?" she asked curious about the answer
Izeita thought over a few of his words "Like children or any age group of a large number people gathered to do a task, with a focus they will all go of different directions, but that is very unrelated" She gave a small grin "We are here to help make this galaxy a better place, for the pixies and others from here, Do you care about the pixies on a personal level?"
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